creator:dungbeetle. a serious beetle lover and 3D animator by profession. crap_online is a posting place for the jolts of thoughts from dungbeetle's mind after being Long-Wind-ified and greatly elaborated.

Thursday, June 15, 2006

never will i wanna control again.the sun will shine on us again.

come what may.
memories remain as memories.
turning the clock's handle will not turn back time,
nor can it change a person's mind.

matters were never that complicated,
it is we who entangle the veins,
it stops the blood from flowing to the heart.
disrupting the blood flow to our brains.

a comma, full stop, or a whole new chapter,
it doesnt really come to matter.
whether or not we are together,
we wish the best for each other.

adieu.

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

imagining the beach.

Ripples wake from the ship's base,
the wind pulls a grin on my face;
I see, before me, beauty in god's grace;
I see beyond this,my happy days.

Wind blows across my weary face,
I anticipate the salty taste,
for the horizon ends in this blissful place,
the land in front will be embraced.

Waves lap onto the shore, dazed,
I rush into the sea, i do not wait.
for it will hug me like how you braved,
for i will be reminded, the love we made.

The sun gleams right through my shades,
I crap in the morning a well made shit;
the sun shines, burns and bakes,
I toast myself like a garlic bread.

Waves bring joy and memories,
of you and I how blissfully;
I wish you'd enjoy your precious trip,
gurl, miss me? if u do, miss me.

Friday, June 09, 2006

Aku teringat

aku teringat.

dalam kepekatan mimpiku,
aku teringat wajah mu,


kau kata kau rindu.
kau kata kau pilu.
kau katakan kau perlu ku.


ku tetap bisu
ku tetap rindu
ku tetap memeluk mu


sedarkah ku itu dalam mimpi ku.
andainya kau ada di sisi ku.