creator:dungbeetle. a serious beetle lover and 3D animator by profession. crap_online is a posting place for the jolts of thoughts from dungbeetle's mind after being Long-Wind-ified and greatly elaborated.

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

maybe?well somethings i just know and i will continue to believe.until the day that i canot.

first i thought i was worth alot,
then i thought i'd secured a spot,
i was just a dark ink blot,
that you wouldnt wanna carry forth.

have you ever felt ,that at time, the whole world could judge you and it doesnt bother you at all whatever the whole world thinks about you,not anyone, except for just this person alone .
in fact, u know that you can just snap out of it and not let anything at all affect you, yet you just wont. cos you care to know what you mean to this person.whether or not you are good enough. not only for yourself. but this other person as well...or more primarily. cos you love this person. and you know you will love her for the rest of your life.

anyways. like i always say, when your spring bag is being "kiap " bothsides, what can u do? smile. and live on with it. when it's not your call, just be the best you can be so that at anygiven moment you are ready to embrace the better future when it comes.

6 Comments:

Blogger sasha said...

nicely put. :) good to have you back.

October 9, 2006 at 5:50 PM

 
Blogger Ss Lee said...

spring bag? kiap?

huh?

October 19, 2006 at 12:18 PM

 
Anonymous Anonymous said...

ah sams a bitch

October 21, 2006 at 11:33 PM

 
Blogger | han | said...

dont stay anonymous. thats the love of my life you're talking about. what makes u so ticked off? no matter how much i miss her or sorrow i might be in, that's my choice. my life and my blog. you're welcomed to stop reading it. people who knows her , knows wat a gem she is. everybody's got their own probs. dont just judge.

October 26, 2006 at 6:44 PM

 
Anonymous Anonymous said...

thanks anonymous..

-sam-

November 9, 2006 at 7:46 PM

 
Anonymous Anonymous said...

thanks anonymous...

-sam-

November 11, 2006 at 3:40 AM

 

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