maybe?well somethings i just know and i will continue to believe.until the day that i canot.

first i thought i was worth alot,
then i thought i'd secured a spot,
i was just a dark ink blot,
that you wouldnt wanna carry forth.

have you ever felt ,that at time, the whole world could judge you and it doesnt bother you at all whatever the whole world thinks about you,not anyone, except for just this person alone .
in fact, u know that you can just snap out of it and not let anything at all affect you, yet you just wont. cos you care to know what you mean to this person.whether or not you are good enough. not only for yourself. but this other person as well...or more primarily. cos you love this person. and you know you will love her for the rest of your life.

anyways. like i always say, when your spring bag is being "kiap " bothsides, what can u do? smile. and live on with it. when it's not your call, just be the best you can be so that at anygiven moment you are ready to embrace the better future when it comes.