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if i were a volcano, i would fucking burst any moment now, the earth would break open a bottomless pit so i can swallow up those who are fucking in my way now, emotionally. from my boiling cauldron of melted carbon, i would spill out the strongest gush of steaming lava, that would lash onto your skin, devouring your flesh with the hissing sound of searing heat. i would carbonise your very torso, so that your soul is trapped forever in this concrete hell.

i am unleashed.
i am a demon. i am mad.
i am deprived of sleep. i am bored of my job.i am back in my office.
i am listening to him blasting off his music where a bunch of choiristic gay boys are singing in harmony. IN FULL blasted volume.
i am opening a studio with vincent and i am in need of sammie's support.
i am seeing black spots appearing in my vision as my eyes are bathed in the constant burning sensation, acquired from not acquiring enough sleep.
i am late back to work from lunch because i went location scouting for
our temporary studio. i am feeling bad already, i hope sammie would
understand. because even if the whole world didnt, it didnt matter.
as long as she does. if only she knew , she could just be the factor to chill the volcano.