爱.

since it is written in songs,up to such accuracy of depicting what i feel deep inside, i guess thousands and millions of people in this world suffer the same shit that i'm going through.i guess some things, we just have to learn through the hard way, through falling down we learn to stand up again. looking at the brighter side, i seem to attract the black clouds that constantly gloom my charm,if i had any, i have to admit that i have lost it all, yet i will be up again, in time to come.

she, undoubtly has had the best i had ever given to anyone, she, undoubtly was the one that i had put all my attention into. i do not know about the future, maybe i should consult someone to tell me that i will lead my life being a lonely man, maybe not. it doesnt matter much now. but i need to thank her for allowing me such great love.and such bliss.

i have done all that i can do for the time being and i'm left with the only option,i will be strong.but i hope for nothing else more than her to be able to take care of herself, not do things that are irrational and hurtful to herself, and i hope god clear her thoughts and make her a better person than me.

it is love, perhaps.